You are at this juncture for the reason. It is not just for you it is for many many more. So never say never. Never say quit. No matter what.

And if you can’t handle for more simply surrender and relax. But never say never. Never say quit.

It may so happen that tomorrow after denial, you will know the true meaning, you will have better powers and resources, you will be little more wiser and in those moment you will regret. And it may never be turned to you again. So never say never. Never say quit.

Instead ask for guidance take help step back and leave it for a while. You may better surrender and let Nature take care. Let Life or God or Almighty take Care. But never say never say quit.

It may be harder because your focus would be deviated from learning out of experience…